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12 June 2011 @ 08:21 pm
 it's been so long since i last updated my personal journal and i feel really sad to being updating this with such horrible news. Some of my fellow b2uty friends heard about my friend's mother, who was really sick, in the Fiction and Fact post at omona.

well, a friend just told me my friend's mother (or aunt Gina as we used to call her) just passed away. and to think last night i was at the hospital donating blood for her. i don't even know how to feel right now. i was talking to my friend yesterday, and she had so much faith in her mother, she sounded so calm. oh god im trembling. it all feels so surreal. i cant believe our aunt gina is no longer with us. every single person at school loved her. seriously, she was known not only by the kids on my year, but also the teachers, parents, older and younger students.

i really miss you aunty, we'll always love you and you'll never be forgotten. rest in peace.

and damn i thought beast will make me feel a lil bit better, but just watching fancams of yoseob being all sad, damn it broke my heart even more. this has to be the shittiest week ever. what is wrong with the world? this is not fair at all
fiascokatiewenchh on June 13th, 2011 03:43 am (UTC)
oh no keiko i'm so sorry to hear this! :( i'm sure you're going through a really tough time right now, it's never easy to lose someone. especially because this woman sounds like she was a really great person. my prayers go out to you and her family. it's going to be tough, but it will one day get better. just know that if you need someone to talk to, i'm always here for you! i love you bb!
pankeikopankeiko on June 14th, 2011 04:53 am (UTC)
thank you katie (: i'm really glad to know i can always count on you. i just came back from the wake and you wouldn't imagine the amount of people that attended. there was at least 300. and flowers everywhere. Aunt Gina must be really happy rn. thank you for everything (: i really love u bb! and you know you can always count on me too (:
fiascokatiewenchh on June 15th, 2011 09:46 pm (UTC)
you're very welcome keiko! i'm happy to hear that so many people went to pay their respects. clearly she was very loved :) like you said, i'm sure she's happy. and thank you bb, i know i can always count on you ♥
Juliana T.nine_to_eleven on June 13th, 2011 06:53 pm (UTC)
My condolences Keiko. I'd love to have the words, tell you it's gonna be okay. I know it's kinda hard right now but it will be, eventually. She's better where she is right now. /hugs you
pankeikopankeiko on June 14th, 2011 04:56 am (UTC)
wifey (: thank you very much. times heals all right? (: even if everyone's having a hard time rn, i bet aunt gina wouldn't like us to be sad forever. you're a great wifey Juliana (: JulKei forever! thank you from the bottom of my heart! ilusfm